Chapter One.
Page 8 of 365.
Anger.
Being a perfectionist is a blessing, some people say.
Perfectionists are good in making things happen, they say.
But, the truth is, being a perfectionist means you are being
a good friend to anger.
Do you know how hard it is for a perfectionist not to have
the best result because his teammates just are not as good as him?
Do you know how tired it is for a perfectionist to do all
the things by himself just because he’s scared that the result is not the best
one?
Do you know how upset he will be when things don’t go as he’s
planned because others don’t have as much concerns on it as he does?
Do you know how confused he is, thinking maybe he sets the
bar too high or maybe others don’t want to sweat themselves?
Do you know that he keeps all the anger to himself?
YES. YOU DON"T KNOW AND HE IS MAD NOW.
Tired of being too hard trying yet things still don’t go as
he’s planned because of others.
Tired of seeing his fate hanging on others, even his family,
that seems like they’re not that care with his future.
Tired of everything.
Tired that this anger can’t be expressed brutally.
Shit, if there’s one thing a perfectionist – introvert can not do, it’s
expressing the anger.