too late

There will always be a girl in every boy's life that he'll never get.
That's what i heard when i was a kid.
And i didn't believe it at that time.

Days pass me by.
I'm not a kid i used to be.
So many things have changed but deep down inside, i still feel the same.

Friends come and go.
They come into my life single and go as a couple.
Suddenly, love is the most important things in our lives.

And there you were.
You just like another friends i had who'll come and go so fast.
So i didn't pay any special attention for you.

We started our friendship with laughters and smiles.
So many laughters we had when we heard another friends of us falling in love.
So many smiles we made when we stared to each others on that silly conversation.

Our first holiday trip changed my life.
I suddenly realized that love's not silly at all.
Because i fell in love that time.

It's the most painful feeling i've ever had.
Why?
Because i couldn't tell you about it like i used to tell everything i felt.

So everything changed.
My heart's beating faster everytime you looked at me.
Your smile meant so much to me that time.

Blame it on the valentine's day.
I thought it's the best time to tell you about my feeling for you.
I shouldn't have thought it.

I knew you didn't feel the same way like i did.
You ran away from me anytime we met since then.
Should i mention it was hurting me so bad?

And who said lightning never strike on the same place?
I went on a doctor for a regular check up and told that i had a cancer.
How dramatic life could be.

School changed into hospital.
Teachers replaced by the doctors.
You? Cannot be replaced.

Now, i'm here.
Pretending that i'm sleeping while you're beside me.
I hear you cry.

"I'm sorry i can't answer you that day.
And i hope it's not too late.
Please, hear this.. It's about us."

"There will always be a boy in every girl's life that she'll never forget.
That what i heard when i was a kid.
And i didn't believe it at that time..."

How dramatic life could be.