Blank Pages

Chapter Five.

Page 147 of 365.

Blank Pages.


There are blank pages scattered all around the floor.

They are not going to be filled with the sweet words, like they used to.

A sweet temptation over a sinful delight.


There are blank pages scattered all around the floor.

They are wasted, just like the times we had spent on us.

A rubbish on a trash can.


There are blank pages scattered all around the floor.

They are empty and plain white, just like the way they should be.

A purity lies on a  fake feeling.


There are blank pages scarttered all around the floor.

Just as much as the blank pages on my memories of you.

Moving on, moving on.

It's 5:18 and I'm Late!

Chapter Five.

Page 133 of 365.

5:18.


What time is it?

I'm late!


This is not what i have planned since midnight.

When it's 5:18, i shouldn't still be here in my room.

I should have been gone to the real world,

Working out my ass off like others.


I'm late!


How could i be so lazy?

Others have started their day earlier than me.

This is not right and i have to punish myself for being so lazy.

But not now, because i'm running out of time!


I'm late!


Okay, but where do i go from here?

Another stupidity.

I should have figured it out since midnight.

Look at them, who run surely to somewhere without any doubts about where they are heading.

Why can i be so stupid?


I'm late!


It's already 5:18 and i'm late!

I'm still late.

And i still don't know where i'm going.

I don't have any time to figure it out.

I'm already late!

For The Fairest

Chapter Five.

Page 128 of 365.

For The Fairest.

A smile, for the fairest.

Sincerely presented when you were introducing me to your loved one.

Patheticly made up to pretend that i'm not hurt at all.

A laugh, for the fairest.

Heartily came out as you were talking to me, only me.

Painfully continued when i realized who you are talking about.

A stare, for the fairest.

Bashfully given from me to you whenever you catch me staring at you.

Filled with jealousy anytime you are holding that hand, not this hand.

A heart, for the fairest.

Carefully wrapped with all my sincerity and tears.

Subtly rejected with your sweetest smile.

A love, for the fairest.

Patiently kept in this pieces of heart.

Happily Ever After 2.0.

Chapter Three.

Page 69 of 365.

Happily Ever After 2.0.


And Cinderella went to the Prince Charming's castle to live happily ever after.

And the kiss from Belle saved the Prince. And they lived happily ever after.

And Jasmine went on the magical carpet with Alladin to live happily ever after.


I love stories.

I do love them.

I'm just skeptic about their ending.

They always end with the happily-ever-after thing, where the sun sets in the background and the couple kiss each other.


Why?


I mean, come on.

Happily ever after doesn't have to mean you get what you want.


For me, being happy is a matter of choice.

If you can not be happy single, you can not be happy as a couple.

You don't need a Prince Charming or a Cinderella to make you happy.


Let's see what they've made us into nowadays.

Everyone is desperately searching for their happily-ever-after and being single is like being cursed by the witch.

Hello, you're only in your late teenage year.

Shouldn't you experience life more?

Shouldn't you get to know yourself first?

Shouldn't you get to know what you want in a boyfriend before you search for one?


Yeah, i know, being in love is such a wonderful feeling.

But, what you feel is just a crush.

Being in love is not a condition/

Being in love is a choice.

A choice to be faithful with just one person for the rest of your life.

Even our grandpa and grandma will agree, being in love is tiring.

It's not cute lovey-dovey season.

It's hard.


I'm not saying you all have to go register to the Celibacy Club now.

I'm just telling you the truth.


Happily ever after is not about love.

Happily ever after is about you.

It's about you live your life to the fullest.

It's about you being the best version of you.

It's about you doing the things you love.


And when you've done all that things, you'll realize..

Your Prince Charming maybe just right around the corner. ;)

Best or Right?

Chapter One.

Page 16 of 365.

Best or Right?

Life is hard.

We have to admit it.

No need to deny it.

It’s a fact.

Life is hard.

But actually it’s not.

Life is just life.

It has problems, yes.

It stabs us in the back.

It hurts us.

But, life is just being a life.

We always have options in life.

The option to be happy or not.

The option to fight back or not.

The option to live the life to the fullest.

Life is what you make it.

If it’s hard for you, then it’s your fault.

If you see happy people, it’s their effort.

Life is not about looking for the best one.

Life is about choosing the right one.

In life, what’s best always look better.

But the right one is always the best for us!

I made some mistakes in the past.

Wanting the best and ignoring the right one.

And i had to learn that in the hard way.

Life is about choosing.

Choosing what suits you best.

Choosing the right one for you.

Be thoughtful.

a crazy little thing called love

Yup, readers!
As you might have guessed, judul post kali ini berdasarkan film thailand itu. Gue baru kemaren nonton film ini. Gak biasanya gue beli dvd yang romantic comedy sebenernya tapi rada penasaran karena rame di twitter belakangan ini. Haha.

Sebenernya kalo mau dirangkum, ceritanya cuma gini: cewe jelek suka sama cowo yang tipikal idola sekolah diem diem, si cewe jelek berusaha berubah jadi cantik demi si cowo, temen si cowo suka si cewe, mereka pacaran dan putus, akhirnya si cewe akhirnya bilang suka ke si cowo yang ternyata udah jadian sama yang lain, dan mereka harus pisah akhirnya. [Endingnya rahasia. ;) ] Sounds too familiar, huh? Tapi dijamin bagus kok. Gue yang gak suka film rom-com gini bisa bilang two thumbs up buat film ini. Yang mau gue share adalah quotes dari film ini. Well, here it goes..

My heart is telling you i love you but i can't reveal my true feeling to anyone.

There are not many reasons. It's just because my heart chooses you.

Though i love you, though i feel it, but deep inside isn't brave enough to say.

My heart is still waiting there for you to open.

For me being teased? I'm okay. I used to it. It's been my surname.

Why it must be you to be in my heart? It's because my heart never confused. It's certain that you're the only one.

Mungkin keliatannya biasa aja tapi quotesnya pas banget sama adegannya. Gak berlebihan. ;)

Film ini juga gak melulu cinta - cintaan. Ada friendshipnya, ada tentang menghadapi ketakutan kita. Bakal dapet banyak pelajaran deh. Totally recommended for those who want to remember how beautiful first love is. :)

Yang bikin sedih udah pasti endingnya. Gue aja gak nyangka bakal gitu endingnya. Soundtrack di filmnya juga nyatu banget. Gak kacangan deh.

Yang touchy adalah gimana si cewe itu mau berubah buat si cowo dan ternyata gak ada yang namanya kebetulan di dunia karena semua adalah takdir. ;)

Ada satu lagi. Dua hari lalu, gue dikasi quote sama temen gue gini: Love keeps me motivated. You should try to fall in love first before you study. Dan di ending film ini, si cewe bilang gini: He's always been my inspiration. He made me use love as my motivation. Inti keduanya adalah love is the best motivation and inspiration after all.

See you.
;)