White refuses me but black runs from me.
Truth hurts me but lie doesn’t comfort me.
The past abuses me but the future creeps me.
Silent makes me cry but noise doesn’t give me joy.
Dream deceives me but reality arrests me.
Love kills me but hate doesn’t match me.
I’m never really sure about what should i feel.
About you.
About me.
About us.
Sometimes, i wish we never met.
Sometimes, i’m grateful for our meetings.
Most of the times, i’m just confused.
For making you don’t feel the way i do, it’s my mistake.
For loving you more than you do to me, it’s my mistake.
For thinking you are mine, it’s my mistake.
For falling in love with you, it’s my mistake.
Sorry.
Sorry for always bothering you.
Sorry for always hoping we could start over new.
Sorry for stuck on while you have moved on.
Sorry for imagining things that never happened.
Too much hopes spend on us.
Too much times wasted for us.
Too much lies made up for us.
Too much love i had for you.
It’s almost two years.
That almost two years, never a day spent without thinking of
you.
I know i’m stupid when it comes to love.
I know i’m stupid when it comes to you.
For the last time, let me say my gratitude for you.
Thank you.
Thank you for once talked to me.
Thank you for once gave me laughter.
Thank you for hurting me.
Thank you just for being you.
Thank you.