4 Februari 2014.
Di Satu Kenyataan Lain.
Di satu kenyataan lain,
dunia ini tidak mengenal perang.
Cerita - cerita sejarah mengenai tumpahnya darah manusia untuk segenggam emas,
hanyalah dongeng.
Di satu kenyataan lain,
dunia ini tidak mengenal penyakit.
Jiwa - jiwa yang tersiksa virus mematikan yang sebenarnya bisa disembuhkan itu,
hanyalah mitos.
Di satu kenyataan lain,
dunia ini tidak mengenal perbedaan.
Perpecahan yang timbul karena perselisihan akibat kesalahpahaman,
hanyalah angan.
Di satu kenyataan lain,
dunia ini indah.
Perpisahan kau dan aku karena dia,
hanyalah mimpi.
Showing posts with label leaving. Show all posts
Showing posts with label leaving. Show all posts
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Thursday, October 17, 2013
On Leaving
Chapter Ten.
Page 290 of 365.
On Leaving.
I'm 21 and never had a chance to move somewhere faraway.
I never had a chance of saying goodbye.
I never had a chance of leaving something behind.
So it's kinda hard for me to move on.
But now,
i have to.
And it's the hardest thing to do.
Almost impossible.
Because i always thought moving on means you forgot everything.
How can you forget someone who gives you so much to remember?
I'm trying.
And take that baby steps.
The first day i decided to leave everything behind was disastrous.
Everything, every small little thing reminds me of J.
And i felt stupid.
How can you miss something you never had?
My friend tell me to stop entertaining the memories.
I'm not.
It just happens.
Today is the second day.
I come to a realization that it's what best for us.
I have to learn to let go of everything in order to gain something better.
Was it easy?
Nope.
But i know this is what i have to do.
This is the consequence i have to bear.
I found a picture of J just now.
And when i look at it, i just thought:
There you go, J.
No hurt feeling,
No longing feeling.
Just a used-to feeling.
I was scared that someday i'm going to forget about J.
I was scared that someday someone's going to be as valuable as J to me.
Now, i'm not so sure.
I feel like i can wait to find that somebody.
Well, i guess this is my first lesson about leaving.
You have to move somewhere in order to leave something behind.
Page 290 of 365.
On Leaving.
I'm 21 and never had a chance to move somewhere faraway.
I never had a chance of saying goodbye.
I never had a chance of leaving something behind.
So it's kinda hard for me to move on.
But now,
i have to.
And it's the hardest thing to do.
Almost impossible.
Because i always thought moving on means you forgot everything.
How can you forget someone who gives you so much to remember?
I'm trying.
And take that baby steps.
The first day i decided to leave everything behind was disastrous.
Everything, every small little thing reminds me of J.
And i felt stupid.
How can you miss something you never had?
My friend tell me to stop entertaining the memories.
I'm not.
It just happens.
Today is the second day.
I come to a realization that it's what best for us.
I have to learn to let go of everything in order to gain something better.
Was it easy?
Nope.
But i know this is what i have to do.
This is the consequence i have to bear.
I found a picture of J just now.
And when i look at it, i just thought:
There you go, J.
No hurt feeling,
No longing feeling.
Just a used-to feeling.
I was scared that someday i'm going to forget about J.
I was scared that someday someone's going to be as valuable as J to me.
Now, i'm not so sure.
I feel like i can wait to find that somebody.
Well, i guess this is my first lesson about leaving.
You have to move somewhere in order to leave something behind.
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