i've posted another poem of mine. if you read that, give me your response. you can tweet that or kindly leave a comment. the poem is an impromptu writing so.. kinda sucks maybe. hahaha.
well, the day after tomorrow is the beginning of the new semester. a little bit nervous with my new classmates, i never be a good chat-starter with new acquaintances. keep my fingers crossed for some great buddy on my new class, MKT 15-5c.
been planning some stuffs, but it got me thinking lately that i've been so.. dispersed this year. i don't focus on a project like i'm used to. maybe i should upgrade my version of ICL's master plan to 2.0, no?
life has been surprising lately.. many ups and downs but in the end it makes better, not bitter, on handling problems. well, it's because i have a great God that always supports me all the time. last sunday, Ps. Jose Carol taught me a great lesson about a healthy self image on JPCC second service. There's so many things i want to share with you but you can buy the sermon on benih.com so you won't be misunderstood about the teaching. haha. the quotes that i remember the most is this one:
a healthy self image is not about denying your condition. it's about being true to yourself. and what matters the most for you should be what God thinks about you, not what others do or you do.
how many of us that been called as stupid, moron, geek, slut, fat, nigger, jocks, etc? people judge everyday and most of them shout their judgement to you, whether you'll like it or not. and their judgement becomes our identity to them. when you're obese, when i say obese it means your body fat threatens your health, not that kind of i-am-thin-but-i'm-gonna-tell-everyone-i'm-fat obese, people call you names. when you're smart and use glasses, people call you names. when you're being active in you religion community, people call you names. whatever you do, right or wrong, people call you names. but now, the question is: will you agree on their opinion?
if you're gonna let others tell you who you are and you want to be what they tell you are, ask God who you are. you might be surprised on how valuable you are on God's eyes. look on Isaiah 43:4. He even let Jesus Christ died for you, so there should be no reason for you to moaning and having the no-one-loves-me thought.
now, everytime a bully comes in your way and call you names, this might be your answer:
someday i'll be big enough so you can't hit me and all you're ever gonna be is mean.
hahaha, no, no, that shoul not be the best answer. when a bully comes in your way, just smile, put your headset on, and listen to your favourite song. what a bully say should never be important to you!
well, have a great day!