Thursday, August 23, 2012

segelas kekosongan

pagi.
jika cahaya berarti pagi, maka hari ini pagi.

sepi.
jika diam berarti sepi, maka hati ini sepi.

mati.
jika kosong berarti mati, maka hati ini mati.


petang.
jika lelah berarti petang, maka waktu ini petang.

matang.
jika lama berarti matang, maka cinta ini matang.

datang.
jika tinggal berarti datang, maka cinta sudah datang.


malam.
jika gelap berarti malam, maka saat ini malam.

kelam.
jika parah berarti kelam, maka luka ini kelam.

dalam.
jika serius berarti dalam, maka luka ini dalam.


hilang.
pergi.


tarik napas.
buang.
senyum.


sakit itu masih terasa.

Friday, August 17, 2012

break

hey, readers.

it's been ages since the last time i wrote here but here's the good news: i'm back to stay. yup, i promise i will post things more often!

just a little catch up for today.

so, i've been thinking a lot about... me.

not the usual thinking i did like what would i be, what should i do. but now i'm thinking about: how do i start, what's next. yes, people. finally, imanuel christo has decided to do some bigger things.

some people say that planning is half the work and i was trapped in that paradigm for years. i spent a lot of times thinking and thinking and end up doing nothing because i saw so many failures that could happen. yeah well, i was like that.

but sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways.

you have to stop blaming others for your mood swing.

you have to stop complaining God when things don't go as you plan.

you have to stop thinking and just doing your things.

you have to give yourself a break and start the first step right now.

if you want to be a writer, get your lazy ass off the couch and start writing!

if you want to be a singer, you have to start singing!

just do the baby steps. it only hurts for the first but the next step is gonna be easier.

okay, write to you real soon!