they said,
if a guy sits alone at a coffee shop
with his laptop on,
he must be heart-broken so bad
because nothing but a heart-break
can make a guy does it.
you knew,
the first time i saw you
was nothing special or worth remembering,
that's what i thought that time
because i never
intentionally planned to fall
in love again.
i knew,
the first time we had a chat
was a miracle,
because i never thought i'd have
the courage to talk to you, even for a simple hello,
but we finally talked.
everybody knew,
the day after we had a chat that night
was the day i realized that i fall in love
because no one ever made me feel so happy
as i was when i talked about you,
who once a total stranger for me.
i should have known,
that we are not meant to be for each other
because the way i felt was not the way you did,
the enthusiasm i felt about our chance to have a chat
was not your concern.
you should have told me,
that you were not seeing me the way i saw you
because your heart was given to someone else,
the one who gave it back to you
in pieces, like you did to mine.
they said,
that my heart will heal
eventually,
just take your time and see someone else
but i can't imagine
that i will see other the way i saw you.
and now you know,
why i spent days,
sitting here alone and
write this blues.